When I was young, my worst nightmare consist of monster and ghost. But now I experience my worst nightmare.
I am stuck.
Stuck with a never ending hell.
Everyday is a torture, nothing to learn, nothing is new.
When I stare at my laptop, there is only one project on my screen. Although the screen is filled with numerous lines of code, I can only see emptiness, void and sorrows. Everyday I am fixing the bug that I have no part in, the one who held responsible to it, he left the team go on with his new project.
Stuck with people with no insight, stuck with a company with no creativity and don’t see any hardworking people, but talkative people. They talk, and take no action. All the hard work is done by others.
Surrounded by laziness.
This is a cocoon.
I have to leave, or I will die with it.